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A ruined universe never attracts

by Vitold

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1.
Miragespace 04:51
My child told me, That my god is just an illusion, In which I put blind trust Burning daylight And the laws under which I live Destroy me and my soul He says, I’m blind and do not see, what’s happening around I count the minutes just because I’m aware of time I don’t need. I blame myself for my insanity I bear my cross as if I’m condemned The senseless steps into the abyss Are assuming likeness of death. Space and fucking time is just a mirage My thoughts took me to the wrong path I have to remember where I made a mistake Each step brings me closer to the key I can not stop! Space and time turn to be a mirage created by the mind, to control the soul.
2.
The gaze 05:24
I’m staring ahead and I see the way Which is beyond the reach of my mind I can only believe in it Creating the new day of tomorrow, Starting with myself I create my future forgetting about my past Remembering the days bearing me somewhere ahead I realize my mistakes But now I have cognized the world And I taste its fruits bearing my own name I am the flesh and the mind embodiment of a monster Bringing changes in this stagnant world I want to change this I want to change everything You are dead and your life holds no value You are sick and your movements constitute no danger for those who is killing you If you shift your gaze from the outward appearances, All your desires will come true Look inside, deep in the back of your mind You will see the light there, light inside of you! The sun is within you, it is hidden by an outer emptiness And the only way out you should see this
3.
Truthescape 05:33
A deep breath making the head whim Flickering stars before closed eyes Cold steel in hand reminding of a wildest dream Infinite chest pain, giving no rest I want to see the light the way I've seen it before. But my mind makes me feel guilty. I was running cherishing hope to hide from everyone The noise around me was squeezing my soul more and more This is beyond endurance! I give up! The truth is coming out from my chest, The old time can never be returned The thoughts are squeezing my throat Shivering in the hands due to underestimated fear Taste of death on teeth and its smell in the air Run! Run! Till your strength gives out And your dream turns out to be true.
4.
Peak point of relaxation Can not be reached by tension That’s the course of nature That’s the course of your existence " You need to relax!" What’s the most ridiculous that could be!? You can achieve relaxation only in consciousness Consciousness is the opposite of sleep It’s the reverse side of reality Consciousness is reality But what you see now is just an illusion, it's just your dream It`s just an irony. Your pain decapitates you And you start doing frenzy things, Creating hell all around. Stop your pain at a stroke Close your eyes and forget everything Bring the importance of pain to nought You can control every moment of Underflow.
5.
Only waves are roaring afar Wiping out the olden trails, And the sharp fangs of the stones Are slaughtering the throats of the wind And the grass is sighing, The leaves are entwining The clouds are hanging over me The story’s coming to its end. There are only a couple of lines left - And the names will disappear into thin air. And all your feats will turn to ashes on water And will dissolve in covert of depths Having spread all the pain, All the joy and grief into darkness, Why did the sparks of light Were gleaming before me Turning to the faces? In the silence of emptiness the star is coming up To lighten the whole world I've been waiting for this day I remember the last of the stars burning out. And the new world brings peace And the new light will give life to new times Star dust’s flickering in the darkness of the universe The shatters of stars are moving around the Sun The endless generations change is a civilization life Cosmic power is thought-originated The light from the inside, as a source of materialization, Is endless and unique The light from the outside makes only semblance It creates the illusion of reality, This is nothing as a lie Beckoning you with its blaze Is that the very thought in your mind? Is that the very air you breathe? Trying to resolve the troubles You create even bigger problems Close your eyes and look inside. Tell me what you see.
6.
Does it make sense to believe in you? For the pain forces me to shy away from you To forget not to remember you again To shift to some another world To fill in the annihilation consent form To hit the line, beyond which I see imaginary happiness Trying on new shells all the time Patterning the new interests all the time Searching through the paradigms of consciousness.
7.
Dpr 03:49
I was lying on a meadow in the depths of the forest Watching the stars Bright flashes were filling the infinite dark blue emptiness of the sky. They were like thoughts in my head - Infinitely wandering, appearing and disappearing all at once. The sounds of the forest were entwining into a song, making no dissonance This is the image of order that rules supreme in nature. And only one being is able to create chaos. Beginning from a mess of thoughts, he creates chaos around. I felt emptiness over and over When I felt no pain and no fear Everything was in haze The whole world seemed to be lifeless and dark When the legs grow weak limply And the feeling of despair seizes you But I still can not imagine What do you feel when the end of your world come Tell me about it. I beg you, show yourself and tell me about it. I can only imagine what happened I can go through hundreds of scenarios But it still remains only a vapour, Distant vapour in the valley, Which disappears every time, When you try to immerse yourself in it. Shadows dancing around Thoughts splitting the skull Pain, arising with memories at every turn Tell me..
8.
Rune 04:15
Just a few moments for contemplation Only one moment for action The chill ring is moving too fast Giving no time to enjoy the moment If there is any sense in anything, It's only you, inside of you, just in your core Forget your memories, forget your past It's just dust, it disturbs you. The moment is exhausted. And only that very rune remained a firebrand But the wounds are to heal, because all the good has its date. To reveal for you another joy, Which will ruffle your heart Tired of the daily life There is no pain, no lies, only a gentle sadness. Truth’s cured everything, and tomorrow you will awake distractedly, Remembering this sweet sleep, Which touched the secret heat with its hand And brought other morals to your world. Let the new morn dispel your sadness, And life will continue, and everything will go its own way
9.
IbtnMactybym 04:55
I search where to go all the right time And each my walk of such kind Is like walk on thin ice On this finest line, Which splits my life and death And every time I am ready to founder into this or that abyss But I can not do that This endurance race is just a shitty hypocrisy People become strangers in a flash And you’re running and you can not find your own path The waves beat against the face, the rivers pick to pieces Dirt inside is haunting my mind, the intervals between thoughts Someone's hands hold my feet on this ice Dreams are locking me Happiness? – Just an imaginary feast Grief? - Just a reverse side And to wash away that gloom You just need to come over to your side To come to piece with yourself To find a nerve to overcome all pain and negative vibes Do not look back March ahead. Banish darkness from your mind.
10.
Living in lunacy, gnawing poison of chemicals Your mind prevails over everything what is happening to you Your soul knows no peace, making fierce attempts It wants your mind to perceive it and to enter by the right door Morbid dream. You’re losing the sight of yourself all the more You forget who you are and why you're here Your dream spreads into your perception all the deeper The peak of repudiation is achieved. It's time to return. Your door is ahead of you. You need to take a step. Open your eyes and take a look at light It's easy, no matter how complicated it seems to be The physical world is abundant with its icons But you are sick of it. You do not perceive this everything, But it’s real, and it’s with you now. The end of your real world is to come with your death. Wake up now and take a look into your soul What do you see there? Do you remember yourself? Your door is ahead of you. You need to take just one step.
11.
Your breath can tell you much more than you expected Just 4 points of a simple process which is not controlled by your mind Observation is no operation of your brain When you`re doing it, the mind slows down Just 48 minutes and your eyes will open up Become a witness of your actions Understand the implications of all that’s happening Observe - and you will see much Wake up and your dream will stop being a reality Your dream will stop reality Many of the fallen could have known about this day They could have known that sooner or later they have to choose Casting in a huddle the thoughts, being compiled over the years Seeking the answers to questions ripping up the soul Observation. Understanding. Reality. There’s no olden world any more There’s no olden creature You cannot step into the same river twice Time flows, like water And only the witness is real when the world is illusory

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released May 26, 2020

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